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Thursday, June 30, 2005



(_.-._Moody Day_.-._)


Haiz, today is quite a crappy day. I dunno how to express it, but just felt everything isnt going right. =( Well, the in the morning, it went on smoothly, with me meeting seree again at the shuttle bus. And talk lot of crap on our way to school. Haha.

However, during lunch, something weird happened. Well, it is actually a small matter, but i didn't know why it sort of become 'big'. Honestly, when we are discussing at the canteen, i did become a little mad. Well, not because of being angry with amanda(hey, so you dont worry), but because i dunno why some people like to make thing become very tensed. To be truth, i dun really want to say about this, but i'll be saying. My family isnt going very smooth as you all can see. My mother and father's relation isnt doing really well, it is really tensed up and just i had being compromised to it for soo long... soo long. I'm tired. Wad im mad is tt, people sometimes like to voice out their feelings too often, and forget some people's feelings. Well, its not that voice out your feeling is wrong. Just that the problem lies with me. Alot of time i want to voice out my feelings too! But i cant... I didnt want my father and mother's relationship worsen. I learn to compromise... Even it is a very difficult thing. I oso learn to control my feelings and anger, hide all inside and forget about it. My point of view is... in our life, not everything is so simple as to just voice out you feelings and let everyone know. Sometimes you even had to hide your feelings. Even yo know it is bad for you. That how you survie in our society. Everyone, please try to compromise more... Everyone do make mistakes...Sorry everyone.

Mood: - - - -
(Dont worry, the problem lies with me only... )



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