Projects!!!...

OMG... soo many projects... even for the last few days of poly life... omg omg omg... Haiz.. maybe it is a good way to end it ba... ahaha... After that will be CNY, valentines and alot more... and eventually... the #^$%#$ NS.. Well, good luck everyone... GOOD LUCK...

(I really wanna say... say that i ... ...)

Mood: Dissappering Fuzzy

NAPFA...

Yesterday is my mum's 46th birthday, that y i cant go out with you poly guys... IM sooo sorry, i kinda forgot abt my mum's b'dae ahaha... cos we had pre-celebrated it.. but guess the actual day still to do something also la... So, after lesson i went to meet sis and mum, after that go shop shop and then eat at fish and co. ahahah... not bad la, since she nvr eat before... wahah. After that, we rush back to watch tv... -.- typical activity of a family... lastly we celebrated with the cake and songs to end the day... ahahaha

So, today went for napfa... ahaha did alot of preparations for it le! Even before go sch i ate milo energy bar and drank red bull... and it helps! the whole body itching to excercise after that. But i think i eat it too early, tt i couldn't last till the end. Well, all the scores are quite pleasing EXCEPT 2.4run, which shattered my dream of GOLD. OMG.... Super sucky... MY LEG CRAMPED like after 300-400m.. omg.... almost cramped la, can feel my leg is on the verge of cramping... so i slowed down my pace... ZZZZ i dun want the cramping to start, cos if it start cramping, game over... But still i push myself AND the leg to the fullest... sprinting at the last streach of road, heck care the cramp le... painful lor... zzzzzz. But still, astonishingly, i manage to brush out a 12.17sec... imagine if the cramp did not happened.. zzzz. I got silver becos of that tt y i want to retake it, dun admit the defeat since it is not my best performance... haha.

Well, someone asked... y i so emo in my blog.. wads all this "you" about... well, nothing much though. If i was to say, i will say that is some kind of prolonged affection that will still like tt forever... nothing is gonna happen and thats all, just want to let it stay dis way, since as im going to ns, no point bounding you for 2 years and waste you time... 2 years is more then enuff to find someone better and i would be happy for you... i could also say that it is some kind of challenge for myself to see how long i can "dan lian" someone, sounds stupid but, im tired of getting rejected by everyone and i want to cherish every emotions and feelings i can have now, by walking over you... yea.. so.. also can say that is a imaginary world that im living in and... ya.. something like tt.. AHAHAHA.... nothing really... ^^ thanks for the concern. but its nothing really.. nothing at all... A lil pic of fluffy kena bullied by us when he is slping:

(My will is not strong enough, im not strong enuff...)

Mood: Tired

lil' note...

Hahaha... Well... Feeling great and kinda weak now... lol... becos i broke my own 2.4 record just now... 11minutes and 19 secs.. Wow... thats... good i gotta say... i dun usually hit 11 minutes... Well, today i push myself to the limit le... and also, thaks to you, i made it... just thinking of you made me wanna go for 1 sec longer even that im totally exshuated... ahaha... crappy isnt it?

You initate to talk to me today... ahaha. wow... omg... im happy... really happy... thats crazy, kinda think this lil' bit of thing will make me that happy....i wanna know you more... i wanna talk to you even face to face... i wanna be there... but i know that i gotta let you go soon... maybe after that i might lose you forever, but who cares... thats fate... Anyway... thanks for talking to me... ^^

(Thank you... i'll be here)

Mood: delighted

Projects...

Haiz.. Porjects projects and projects... omg.. cant Believe it.. i stay at home for 1 and 1/2 week totally focusing on project.. every minute, every second is project. ahah got go exercise la.. so.. very stressed... do until want puke le... HAiz... Until today.. can relax abit le... I've done my part.. Not totally successful, but mostly done and ready.. so... woooT!.. ahaha.Lol.. anyway.. this is the funniest scene from Dan in real life... Ultimate Making Fun of someonre.. LOL... "Ruthie "Pigface" Draper"

Hmmm... swimming like has become my favourite destress activity.. ahah.. Maybe tiring myself and rest after that under the moonlight is kinda smoothing to my clogged heart... Haiz.. =X.. Guess wad, i went to sch on fri for some talk and proj...Yes.. and i saw you... Wahaaha.. lucky huh.. Kinda surprised and delighted.. so i lost my words and have no choice but to walk away silently... Aww.. wad a loser... Im always like this.. losing my words at the most crucial or best moments... =X So.. i to that dey might be a better day.. but.. it did not last... How i hope i had open that ^&!*$@# door 1 sec later... i overheard you are with someone... yea... someone... Though it is not a very positive comment, but still i dun wish i heard it... really...its fated for me to heard that stupid most impt part of the conversation when i open the door... Maybe is some kind os misuderstanding.. but im sure that i'm going to be alone again... how long will this feeling last this time? who knows... I'm really weak.. Yea... =/

(Hi...how are you?)

Mood: Falling apart...

lil' note...

Err... wanna tell you something... but, nah.. forget it.. Just kinda glad to see you today... and.. the new specs is nice... looks like mine too... wanna tell you this when i saw you today.. but nothing seems to come out from my mouth, it looks nice on you... ^^ ... and.... nothing....

(incapability... i'm weak...my imagination)

Mood: i'm back...

Swimming spree

Lol.. kinda in a swimming spree now.. feel like going to swim everyday at the evening.. lol... Run in the morning, swim in the evening... WOO! Exercise man! in other words... very free. wahahah! nah... kinda want to have a habit into running swimming and going to gym... ahaha... for my dream to have a HOT body!!! .. ahaha... dunno need to dream until when... =X. Well, Napfa is around the corner... i hope i can get at least a silver... (shldnt be a prob for me).. Remember i said that this might be a good year? maybe not... my bsi term test results is kinda sucky.. also dunno why... haiz... Kinda regret for not putting in the best this time round again... always say " next time must work hard le!".. but the outcome will always be the same... zzzz. I wonder will this continue even i go to in uni? maybe i need to quiet down and focus more into the studies and work hard for it... but will i loose alot of friends dis way? zzz i dunno... gotta balance... but i really want to study hard... i wanna get my double degree... business management and social science... ahahah... nvm... NS first... think so much also no use... ahaha

(Wasting my life away... like water dripping out of the tap...)

Mood: Worried

2008!!

Lol.. its 2008... weeee! Well, this year's countdown i not really speacial to me... After watching Dota competition at e2max and seeing zenith dominated the competition... some people keep whining that the crowd will make us troublesome to go home, we decided to count down at my house with liquor and titbits.. Well, not that bad actually... lol... We had quite alot of fun. and play some cool games. So thats it! 2008 is finally here!!! Wooo...

This is followed by the free chalet!! Well, i recieved this chalet from my uncle as he had book the chalet and realise that he and his family couldn't make it, thus he asked me whether i would like to have it.. Well, its cool and i recieve it anyway. HAve lotsa fun in the chalet with LOTSA food and LOTSA liqour omg... im drunk for the 2nd time... lol, testing my liqour limit this time, and... i regret doing it... Final answer: if can dun drink, dun drink it... lol... Some pictures...

Well.. that all i gotta blog for now.... lol this year kinda have a good star for me, getting good results for test all these, maybe i might have a better luck with you?.. who knows... nah... wadever... i thought of you when im dizzy with the vodka... wad i will do if im REALLY drunk? i dun wish to know... Anywanyz.. Happy new year to you... sry i didnt send you anything this time round, dun feel like to send...

(wadever wadever wadever....)

Mood: Calm...