NAPFA...

Yesterday is my mum's 46th birthday, that y i cant go out with you poly guys... IM sooo sorry, i kinda forgot abt my mum's b'dae ahaha... cos we had pre-celebrated it.. but guess the actual day still to do something also la... So, after lesson i went to meet sis and mum, after that go shop shop and then eat at fish and co. ahahah... not bad la, since she nvr eat before... wahah. After that, we rush back to watch tv... -.- typical activity of a family... lastly we celebrated with the cake and songs to end the day... ahahaha

So, today went for napfa... ahaha did alot of preparations for it le! Even before go sch i ate milo energy bar and drank red bull... and it helps! the whole body itching to excercise after that. But i think i eat it too early, tt i couldn't last till the end. Well, all the scores are quite pleasing EXCEPT 2.4run, which shattered my dream of GOLD. OMG.... Super sucky... MY LEG CRAMPED like after 300-400m.. omg.... almost cramped la, can feel my leg is on the verge of cramping... so i slowed down my pace... ZZZZ i dun want the cramping to start, cos if it start cramping, game over... But still i push myself AND the leg to the fullest... sprinting at the last streach of road, heck care the cramp le... painful lor... zzzzzz. But still, astonishingly, i manage to brush out a 12.17sec... imagine if the cramp did not happened.. zzzz. I got silver becos of that tt y i want to retake it, dun admit the defeat since it is not my best performance... haha.

Well, someone asked... y i so emo in my blog.. wads all this "you" about... well, nothing much though. If i was to say, i will say that is some kind of prolonged affection that will still like tt forever... nothing is gonna happen and thats all, just want to let it stay dis way, since as im going to ns, no point bounding you for 2 years and waste you time... 2 years is more then enuff to find someone better and i would be happy for you... i could also say that it is some kind of challenge for myself to see how long i can "dan lian" someone, sounds stupid but, im tired of getting rejected by everyone and i want to cherish every emotions and feelings i can have now, by walking over you... yea.. so.. also can say that is a imaginary world that im living in and... ya.. something like tt.. AHAHAHA.... nothing really... ^^ thanks for the concern. but its nothing really.. nothing at all... A lil pic of fluffy kena bullied by us when he is slping:

(My will is not strong enough, im not strong enuff...)

Mood: Tired