Justin's Blog

OT juno

2008-03-06T06:36:00.000-08:00

Overtime..Juno.

Well, guess i should stop posting this kinda of dumb thoughts of me at my blog anymore... What ivan said might be true, its sick.. and girls might freak out after seeing it.. lol... So enough... Well went working at Great Eastern Live... Quite a nice place actually, with nice colleges, espically there are a few cute and pretty girls working at my department., and it seems that there will be more then ample chance to get to work together.. Well, the sad thing is... the youngest of them are 22 years old.. Lol.. (wth.. like tt also sad) No la.. just kidding.. having them as friends will be more than enough.. Well, im the youngest there... ther pretty 22yrs old girl is the runner up and followed by alot of 23yrs old colleages... Astonishingly, most of them came from TP and more suprisingly is that, that girl also come from BZE... Well, due to my DAMN Sucky EMO attitude... im didnot get to talk to them MUCH.. but nevertheless, they welcome me alot... Thanx...

Being big company and multinational one, make the workload here kinda alot... LOTS and LOTS of OTs... In my 4 days working here, i OTed 3 days and 1 days is that i've a appointment with a agency... which also that i concluded that 4 out of 4, times 100 percent of days here will have OT... i suppose.. I though i would last for 1-2 days.. but dunno why i kinda OK with it... I dun really feel stress out or reluctant to stay back... maybe becos of the pay... its not much though... and i also dun have much purpose now to earn that much money... mainly i wanna get rich... thats all... Still, OT sucks... staying there more than my home doesn't feel right... Thanx to the EASTly location, i not totally demoralised by it..,

Hmm went ti watch Juno yesterday with ivan yx sl and gw... at 1st i thought... OMg ('*-.$7 .-*') ; if you are not creative enough and cant picture out wads with the $7... yea it have wings... But... it turn out to be much nicer than i expected... The director had made a very good job in coming out with the sacrastic conversations in the movie... It is FREaking funny and humourous.. Not to say that the message of teenage pregnancy is conveyed quite nicely.. The female cast is some.. I like the part where the guy holds the female cast while she on the sickbed after she had given birth and crying... He does not say anything but just hugged her tightly and be there for her... Well, eventhough these two screwed up kids which fu*cked around too much and got themselves a undesired outcome, but still the guy managed to take responsibility to the girl's love but still they had to give the child away to a person who is more capable and in needed for a child... I could give a 4.5 out of 5 to this show.. Weird, but simple, funny, humourous, and plainly nice... No wonder the rating were so high...

So.. back to my normal life walking down the road once again..

~~(p.s. I still loving you...)~~

Mood: same as always...

Empty...

2008-02-25T01:00:00.000-08:00

Empty...

Well, its end of school and there quite a few birthdays and event coming up before I will get a job and start working. For now i'm learning driving to enrich my free time now... =)

Ive went to few places here and there around singapore for the past few days to settle some stuffs. Well, dunno why, the world im looking at now seem so lifeless and colorless... Staring at the in coming buildings on the bus, looking at different people and listening to all sorts of noise seems so fake to me now... Everything seems to be a illusion for me and i really want to get out of it... Fading color seems to overwhelm me, and I seems extremely very lost and helpless... haha.. wad im saying man... Well, watched a few anime dis few days too... it stimulate alot of thoughts in my mind. Yes.. romance story again... ahaha...

Waiting,

it seems each and every of it will have a scene of the character waiting, waiting and waiting.... Some if them know wad they are waiting for... some dont know what dey are waiting for, but yet each and every one of them jerked some tears out of my eyes... i dun understand why im especially reactive to waiting scenes... i cant help to feel very sad for them... seems like im one of them... So, what im i waiting for? and who? why? i dunno... seems im the latter of these waiting beings... I'm tired... i wish this feeling will vanish... but still my heart still waits...

Numb...

yea... Numbness is what removing emotions and color from my world.... lifeless world... Maybe im forcing myself to be numb. Why do i do that? Weak? Crazy? Maybe... Maybe i just want to wait for someone or something for my whole life... So... Even if the long awaited has come, what will i do? what can i do? Cherish it... Deny it... Let go?

Weak...

Yea.. I'm weak i know... i tried... i tried... my best? i dunno too.. Whats the best? maybe the best is stop thinking abt it now at this moment? ahaha yea... Forget abt it... Im not suppose to write dis kinda rubbish after not coming here for so long... =\

It harder to forget then to remember something...

~~(will you come? i know you will... but i dunno whether i will be there...)~~

Mood: Alone?

Projects

2008-01-30T08:01:00.000-08:00

Projects!!!...

OMG... soo many projects... even for the last few days of poly life... omg omg omg... Haiz.. maybe it is a good way to end it ba... ahaha... After that will be CNY, valentines and alot more... and eventually... the #^$%#$ NS.. Well, good luck everyone... GOOD LUCK...

~~(I really wanna say... say that i ... ...)~~

Mood: Dissappering Fuzzy

Napfa

2008-01-25T07:28:00.000-08:00

NAPFA...

Yesterday is my mum's 46th birthday, that y i cant go out with you poly guys... IM sooo sorry, i kinda forgot abt my mum's b'dae ahaha... cos we had pre-celebrated it.. but guess the actual day still to do something also la... So, after lesson i went to meet sis and mum, after that go shop shop and then eat at fish and co. ahahah... not bad la, since she nvr eat before... wahah. After that, we rush back to watch tv... -.- typical activity of a family... lastly we celebrated with the cake and songs to end the day... ahahaha

So, today went for napfa... ahaha did alot of preparations for it le! Even before go sch i ate milo energy bar and drank red bull... and it helps! the whole body itching to excercise after that. But i think i eat it too early, tt i couldn't last till the end. Well, all the scores are quite pleasing EXCEPT 2.4run, which shattered my dream of GOLD. OMG.... Super sucky... MY LEG CRAMPED like after 300-400m.. omg.... almost cramped la, can feel my leg is on the verge of cramping... so i slowed down my pace... ZZZZ i dun want the cramping to start, cos if it start cramping, game over... But still i push myself AND the leg to the fullest... sprinting at the last streach of road, heck care the cramp le... painful lor... zzzzzz. But still, astonishingly, i manage to brush out a 12.17sec... imagine if the cramp did not happened.. zzzz. I got silver becos of that tt y i want to retake it, dun admit the defeat since it is not my best performance... haha.

Well, someone asked... y i so emo in my blog.. wads all this "you" about... well, nothing much though. If i was to say, i will say that is some kind of prolonged affection that will still like tt forever... nothing is gonna happen and thats all, just want to let it stay dis way, since as im going to ns, no point bounding you for 2 years and waste you time... 2 years is more then enuff to find someone better and i would be happy for you... i could also say that it is some kind of challenge for myself to see how long i can "dan lian" someone, sounds stupid but, im tired of getting rejected by everyone and i want to cherish every emotions and feelings i can have now, by walking over you... yea.. so.. also can say that is a imaginary world that im living in and... ya.. something like tt.. AHAHAHA.... nothing really... ^^ thanks for the concern. but its nothing really.. nothing at all... A lil pic of fluffy kena bullied by us when he is slping:

~~(My will is not strong enough, im not strong enuff...)~~

Mood: Tired

lil' note...

2008-01-22T08:50:00.000-08:00

lil' note...

Hahaha... Well... Feeling great and kinda weak now... lol... becos i broke my own 2.4 record just now... 11minutes and 19 secs.. Wow... thats... good i gotta say... i dun usually hit 11 minutes... Well, today i push myself to the limit le... and also, thaks to you, i made it... just thinking of you made me wanna go for 1 sec longer even that im totally exshuated... ahaha... crappy isnt it?

You initate to talk to me today... ahaha. wow... omg... im happy... really happy... thats crazy, kinda think this lil' bit of thing will make me that happy....i wanna know you more... i wanna talk to you even face to face... i wanna be there... but i know that i gotta let you go soon... maybe after that i might lose you forever, but who cares... thats fate... Anyway... thanks for talking to me... ^^

~~(Thank you... i'll be here)~~

Mood: delighted

2008-01-19T05:41:00.001-08:00

Projects...

Haiz.. Porjects projects and projects... omg.. cant Believe it.. i stay at home for 1 and 1/2 week totally focusing on project.. every minute, every second is project. ahah got go exercise la.. so.. very stressed... do until want puke le... HAiz... Until today.. can relax abit le... I've done my part.. Not totally successful, but mostly done and ready.. so... woooT!.. ahaha.Lol.. anyway.. this is the funniest scene from Dan in real life... Ultimate Making Fun of someonre.. LOL... "Ruthie "Pigface" Draper"

Hmmm... swimming like has become my favourite destress activity.. ahah.. Maybe tiring myself and rest after that under the moonlight is kinda smoothing to my clogged heart... Haiz.. =X.. Guess wad, i went to sch on fri for some talk and proj...Yes.. and i saw you... Wahaaha.. lucky huh.. Kinda surprised and delighted.. so i lost my words and have no choice but to walk away silently... Aww.. wad a loser... Im always like this.. losing my words at the most crucial or best moments... =X So.. i to that dey might be a better day.. but.. it did not last... How i hope i had open that ^&!*$@# door 1 sec later... i overheard you are with someone... yea... someone... Though it is not a very positive comment, but still i dun wish i heard it... really...its fated for me to heard that stupid most impt part of the conversation when i open the door... Maybe is some kind os misuderstanding.. but im sure that i'm going to be alone again... how long will this feeling last this time? who knows... I'm really weak.. Yea... =/

~~(Hi...how are you?)~~

Mood: Falling apart...

lil' note...

2008-01-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

lil' note...

Err... wanna tell you something... but, nah.. forget it.. Just kinda glad to see you today... and.. the new specs is nice... looks like mine too... wanna tell you this when i saw you today.. but nothing seems to come out from my mouth, it looks nice on you... ^^ ... and.... nothing....

~~(incapability... i'm weak...my imagination)~~

Mood: i'm back...

Swimming Spree

2008-01-07T08:57:00.001-08:00

Swimming spree

Lol.. kinda in a swimming spree now.. feel like going to swim everyday at the evening.. lol... Run in the morning, swim in the evening... WOO! Exercise man! in other words... very free. wahahah! nah... kinda want to have a habit into running swimming and going to gym... ahaha... for my dream to have a HOT body!!! .. ahaha... dunno need to dream until when... =X. Well, Napfa is around the corner... i hope i can get at least a silver... (shldnt be a prob for me).. Remember i said that this might be a good year? maybe not... my bsi term test results is kinda sucky.. also dunno why... haiz... Kinda regret for not putting in the best this time round again... always say " next time must work hard le!".. but the outcome will always be the same... zzzz. I wonder will this continue even i go to in uni? maybe i need to quiet down and focus more into the studies and work hard for it... but will i loose alot of friends dis way? zzz i dunno... gotta balance... but i really want to study hard... i wanna get my double degree... business management and social science... ahahah... nvm... NS first... think so much also no use... ahaha

~~(Wasting my life away... like water dripping out of the tap...)~~

Mood: Worried

2008!!

2008-01-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

2008!!

Lol.. its 2008... weeee! Well, this year's countdown i not really speacial to me... After watching Dota competition at e2max and seeing zenith dominated the competition... some people keep whining that the crowd will make us troublesome to go home, we decided to count down at my house with liquor and titbits.. Well, not that bad actually... lol... We had quite alot of fun. and play some cool games. So thats it! 2008 is finally here!!! Wooo...

This is followed by the free chalet!! Well, i recieved this chalet from my uncle as he had book the chalet and realise that he and his family couldn't make it, thus he asked me whether i would like to have it.. Well, its cool and i recieve it anyway. HAve lotsa fun in the chalet with LOTSA food and LOTSA liqour omg... im drunk for the 2nd time... lol, testing my liqour limit this time, and... i regret doing it... Final answer: if can dun drink, dun drink it... lol... Some pictures...

Well.. that all i gotta blog for now.... lol this year kinda have a good star for me, getting good results for test all these, maybe i might have a better luck with you?.. who knows... nah... wadever... i thought of you when im dizzy with the vodka... wad i will do if im REALLY drunk? i dun wish to know... Anywanyz.. Happy new year to you... sry i didnt send you anything this time round, dun feel like to send...

~~(wadever wadever wadever....)~~

Mood: Calm...

2007-12-30T15:43:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year...

Well, it is near year eve... ahaha. A long awaited day has come to welcome the following new year 2008! Weeee!. Well. want to go to COUNTDOWN... lol. Join into the crowd.. and spray everyone!!!lol.. Its morning now... Im supposed to be preparing to go sch, but well I'm skipping it... lol... NAh.. its because i have dental appointment... to put in the wires dis time round... Haiz... more days without food... sad.. wahahaa. Hope that this coming year will be a good one.

Well, 2007 is gone! haiz... time flies... thing just slipped pass my hands like breeze and i find that i couldnt grasp on to anything at all... i missed alot of precious moments and things... How i wish i could have notice it earlier or done something... Guess, my heart is still not willing to put in all effort yet... Still trying my best to do my best, there is still a long way to go... just like this coming year... Its one year closer to the predicted year le... and im still not progressing anywhere... How!!! zzzz. Haiz..

Anyway.. gtg to dental appointment le.. lol. I will update tonight activities tml ba !! ahahaha! And also enjoy the CHALET EVERYONE!!! ^^

~~(Will I be able to make it in time? Nah)~~

Mood: Excited

2007-12-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

Boring!!!

Yawnz.. Some boring day like any other.... Well, tried to do some SCM project this morning and play some games... The results is = bored.. aha... Dunno why, start to feel abit more agitatied and fustrated dis few days... Just wanna do something different and something that would color up my life... lol... Also, just watch some korean drama, ahaha... those feelings are coming again... ahaha. Well, the story is much colorful then mine even though they are somewhat the same, the feeling of being lost, the feeling of not able to do anything... ahaha. Right now, i dunno what im gonna to do.. maybe waiting seems to be all i can do, but what im i waiting for? her to come online? waiting till after ns? what will happen when that time comes? lol... im such a dumb headed person... lol. So old le still dunno wad i really want... HAiz... Lol. Who cares.. wad a hazzle to be bothered by all this stuffs..

Anyways, project date due are heading towards me like missles, guess nid to do some preparation for the collision already, before its too late. Furthermore, more braces appointment will be coming up, i wonder.... if my teeth is done, maybe my fate might change better... ahaha... hope so ba... ahahaha...

~~(Maybe my mistake is not being able to wait for you long enough...)~~

Mood: Lifeless...

Merry Xmas

2007-12-25T08:38:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas!!!

Merry Xmas everyone! ahaha. Help you are enjoying yourselves. This christmas, I've celebrated in a few ways. With my poly class on the 23th, with "my team" on the 24th and also with my family on christmas the day itself. Had quite alot of fun, eat here eat there den walk here walk there... walk until leg pain. On christmas eve, we walk from marina square all the way to clark quey... omg... maybe it is not really far la.. but the crowd makes it feel so far... lol.. walk until cannot walk anymore... Also at there, the people are so wild and happening... lol.. cant wait for new year's count down.. will be more thrilling ba.. Didnt get to take pics this time, i will try to get some next time ahaha.. ^^

Haha... Well... Dunno why this few days, the lonely feeling is back... maybe see all the couples during the christmas has make all these sucky feeling come back.. And also make me feel like touching this blog again.. ahaha.. how long will this last again this time... =X Anyway... WELCOME BACK TO MYSELF... ahaha! A funny xmas pic...

Back to Singapore

2007-06-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

Back to Singapore!!!

While, I'm actually back in Singapore for more than 1 week le.. haha. And Im going to school everyday to clock in and clock out. Ah... So boring... luckily we all will only need to clock in and clock out until 29 june, which is only like 2 more weeks. After that we will need to complete our major project. Haiz.. getting busy le.. lol.

Anyway, at there i am shouting out that i miss singapore.... Hahaha. but now i start to miss Myanmar... ahahaha. HAiz... Y? Cos i love the life there.. I love to sit at the lake watching sunset, i love to sit at the balcony singing songs and watching the stars. I love to walk down the street at the middle of the night chatting with friends... and alot more... Well, it is because of the less hectic life... aahaha. maybe that like of life suites me... However, im not going to waste my life doing all those when im young... im still going to run a long run up my career path and earn enough money before i will go to some place with this kind of life. ahahah =X, well it is my dream...

Anyway, more of the last photos... i had in Myanmar.. ahaha...

The real roses I put into a vase..Im so good with it!!!

Me and Kay Kay...

Kay Kay studying...she is tudying in school at last! =)

The puppies are big now...but they are so cute..

The last time we went to 124 resturant

Me and Daewi.. a special friend...

The singers in the club posing.. ahahah

Walking back home hands in hands.. =X

The group photo again at the MD's room..

The couple! wea re at happy world theme park

The group phtoto...

The couple again!! ahaha.

Wow.. Wh seems happy. the green dot in the red...

Hahaha! the duck boat ride..

Again.. you see =P...

Well, this is some kind of misunderstnding.. ahaha.

Kay Kay so cute =X...

Not again...

Well, you see i'm alone..so im innocent.

LOL tim nilar dun noe how to wink her eyes! so funny ar.

The birthday and goodbye party =X...

The group photo at kokine...

Photo with our boss.

The group photo at Latha...

Group photo at Park royal...

Well, i have no comments on this...

Last day in myanmar

Went to the lake again...There clouds in the water

watching sunrise this time...

Slpyhead...

the reflection is really nice...

Some lame shot again..

Group photo.. all so sad...

Last shot with the dogs

At the airport..departing soon...

Last group photo taken

Bye bye yangon, bye bye myanmar...

In the sky!! Wooo!...

Well, the man is coming back...

Singapore I'm coming!!!...

2007-05-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

Singapore I'm coming!!!

Haha!!! 5 MORE DAYS!!! YES! I'm comin back to Singapore le.... ahahaaha... at last =X Well,
dis few day we are kinda slack already as CTM have given all the time free for us to do anything we want.So, I'm not going to blog much le... I will just tell you all the detail of my flight... those who want to come and see me, please come, but just dun block other passenger who are also coming out, leave some space for them too... ahahaha. It will be on 6 jun, next wed. the plane will be landing at around 2.30 to 3.30 pm. The flight number will be 3K586 by jetstar airways... yup... So... see you guys!!!!

Counting down...

Well, yes... I'm counting down now. It is only 2 week left here, or i could say 14 days... Hahaa!! I'm going home at last!!! HA!.. i really miss home sooo much... zzzzz. dunno why, i mean i will need to get use to this kinda of life in the future, as my work will result me outside singapore most of the time. But i will just have the feeling or urge to go home now... Haiz... Now, im busy getting souvniers ahaha. Well, i came here with no intention in getting anything back... But now, im having a headache trying to get presents back... Erm, i really dun have much left, so i only get souvinuers for a few people. Yup... Im broke now... im really spending every dollars i have cautiously. haha. Well, some great news... Im attending the summer camp (that i've been teaching) graduation party tml.. haha. Next, my project for the marketing survey is almost done... could say that we could pass it to our boss by tml, which is like 2 days in advance of the date due. Following will be that we have celebrated lee cheng's 21st birthday. AHahaa.. and Lastly! the great singapore SALE IS coming!!!! ahaha. Happy! Can't wait to go back... (not because of the sales la).

Well, watching the news this few days... i can see and felt that the world is some what going wrong... the terrorism is getting more crazy, weather is uncontrollable, etc... haiz...Tidal wave have hit many countries of South East Aisa. myanmar is included. Omg... Well, not to worry, yangon is some what not facing the open sea, so it is not affected here. Ya... There is only constant overflooding of the rivers and nothing else... ahaha. adding on to the heavy rain.... ahaha the rain here is really heavy... REALLY... your umbrella will feel soooo heavy... omg..

Well, i,ve upload some pic on the birthday party... and a couple of old pics.

The food we cooked ourselves!!

Her name is Tin Nilar, 1 of our friends, quite a sweet girl

The maid are packing up for the Chefs to enter!!

Singing the birthday song.

Nice cake though..

I need to be in the pictures too

Wooo, 1 of Lee cheng's so called girlfriend!!

1 of the chefs! eating his own spagetti.

The another nilar... ahaha!!

Well, that is kinda in a orderly manner..

this is the party during the tingyan festival.. my hair is still black..

look at the 5 of us at the back with the water guns... lol..

Epidemic outspread!

2007-05-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

Epidemic outspread!

Wow.... from virus attack to epidemic outspread le... lol. Well, after i kinda recovered from my illness, people start to fall sick now... 1 by 1, so now is around 5 people who is sick... they say is the outspread of my virus... well, i'm really powerful den... hahaha. Well, i miss singapore so much man... I dunno... i'm that kinda person who cannot leave home for tooooo long.... zzzz. really really really want to go home fast... omg... maybe that y i fall sick easily now.... haiz....

Well, im uploading more pictures now. These are the more recent pictures... hahaha.

These red flowers are all around myanmar!

The banquet!

Me!!Look at the sky... omg!

Myanmar dance...

Another myanmar dance!

Me!!Look at the sky... omg!

Me with some guards...

The night view is nice

Rainbow after the rainings..

Rainbow over our house..

Mr.cool guy..

The press conference...

Everyone busy working in the office..

Virus Attack!

2007-05-11T06:23:00.001-07:00

Virus Attack!

Haha... well, weird title? ya... I got one of those. The past few days, i was really unwell, headache. Terrible headache. Fever, flu and cough, for 4 continuous days. My medicine from Singapore is not working. Lastly, had to go to the hospital. The doc say that I've had a acute viral infection, or simply virus infection. Guess, it is the rain... Remember around 2 blogs ago, i was like saying is was raining outside, ya... i walk in the rain back home after on that day. Should be when i got the virus attack from there. zzzz. Those are sucky days. But, i got a mc leave!! haha. on the wed somemore... nice day to take a rest. Haha. so is like quite a time i didnt blog.

Currently, im quite happy in myanmar... However, kinda getting moody again... Dunno wads happening.. Tend to think about more and more things like the past. Tend to afraid to lose something important, afraid to regret, afrraid to choose... Our projrct it not going fine, because of the culture here ba, not really good to do much work, the people dunno wad is surveys, they dun do telephone questionnaire, everything is in a sooooo traditional way, not used to it...

Here are some more pics... just 1 question: the one that you like, the one similar to you.

Our meals!

ME working hard! Or not?

Yangon!!!

Zoo enterence!

Some stuffs we do in our class..

Gossiping!!!

Distributing flyers...

Cool!

At the bar...

Smokey... in the disco place

Omg... I look so white

OMg... Nice..

The famous swee dagon pagoda night view...

The look of it from the sky...

What im doing at home...

2007-04-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

BAck to WorK!!!

Well, the holidays are over now... Days are back to normal... which i dun really like. The boss is back here, things get tensed up now... She kinda like to throw her weights around. Dunno la.. dun feel like tok about it. I mean, it is not very serious thing, but i just dun like it.. Its the reality... aahaha.

Well, made some new friends here. ya... Kinda feel good to be with them. M ost of them are girls, cos is kinda a girl power here... 80% of the staffs are female. Haha... they are really conservative. I mean really... The skirt must be like cannot be 30cm above the floor.. abit higher dey will feel uneasy... YA.. haha so funny. HEre have quite beautiful sunset... ya... i will show you the pictures... I've uploaded the pictures AT LAST... I will upload more...

2007-04-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

Water Festival!!!

Dunno why, suddenly the computers here cannot allow me post new stuffs... zzzzz. All it appears is blank... So im editing my last post to blog... zzzz. the internet really sucks here. Forget it... Anyway, it is holidays now!!!! HAiz... The water festival is over... So it is HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ahaha.. =X Well, got lotsa fun and got sick too... ICE water was splashed and there is so many hoses... Got sooooo wet and tired.... Anyway... So hard to blog nowadays... zzzz.. I will try another cyber cafe tml... AHaha. and STILL cannot get my pictures up... arrggghhh... Now really kinda miss Singapore le... I guess, there will be quite a huge change when i go back to Singapore ba... Done quite alot of thinking here. Haiz... You see... people here are kinda peaceful... Still have those thinkings of that dey get contented with what dey have. Even though dey have few days without electricity, dey dont complain. I very surprised... Even their pay is low... Dey are contented... Yes... I see talented people working with low pay but dey love it.. I see those very rich people up there... And very poor people down there... The gap is huge. The rich people here is really RICH... Can be richer den anyone in Singapore. They own gold mines... ruby, diamond... alot more. There are people living along the roadside with their stalls with 4,5 kids... Can see how rich people "Singaporeans in Myanmar" treat others... (not all la.. but a few)Can see how pathetic we really are... and it not becos that we are poor... And how great those poor people are.. There is alot of new things i learn here.. Anyway, i'm drinking alot here... i know it is getting bad for my health. I will stop... must... I was drunk 3 times le. 1 time quite seriously. HAiz... I hope i know what im doing... maybe that will let me think lesser ba...

Carol's Blog

2007-03-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

Carol's Blog!!!

lol.. Im back again... Nothing to do tt y came here. The pic is still u/c =X aahaha. Den oso come to help that carol to advertise her CLASSY blog =X... aahaha.

http://www.pudgyfudge.blogspot.com/ Have a Look.... ^^

I Miss Singapore

2007-03-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

I Miss Singapore!!!

Ahhhh!!!!.. It is like only 1.5 week only... BUT feel like VERY long here already!!! The time here passes REALLY slowly... HAiz... Not as hectic as Singapore, thus will spent a few hours staring into space. Basically, if you like slacking ALOT, here will be alreight for you... ahaha. Plus, if you are rich, livin in a bungalow with maids will be like king... But i just dun really like it. I would rather a more hectic life... But not too much la... ahaha =X

About the pictures i said.. ahahahah. I haven finish updating it still.. So... NExt time ba.. Sorry. AHaha. there is not much stuffs here. Except for pagodas... and some nice sceneries. But the sceneries are not in Yangon la... In some where else in Myanmar.. aaha. The air here is kinda polluted..Very dusty. It is summer time, so it is buring HOT... I think is around 35 degree now, and heard it will go higher. Entertainment wise, none. Joke!. There is amusement park, alot of bueatiful lakes, few cinemas, few shopping center... blah blah... lol. Nothing much right? haiz... No choice..

Other than the mosquitoes and electricity... Here is quite a nice place to relax yourself... ya...There food here is REALLY cheap... in huge servings... Guess, i will be fatter when i go back... ahahaha. mostly 2 dollar can eat until super full le... in a resturant.

Haha.. Basically, this is myanmar.. aahaha. See you next time with the pics... ^^

Long Time No See

2007-03-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

Long Time No See!!!

Haha... So long nvr blog le... Sorry guys, many things are going on and i dun really have the time to come here. =X Guess wad? IM IN MYANMAR NOW!!! ahaha. Cool right? Well , it isnt that cool at all... haha. Kinda miss Singapore already, even though I'm like only 1 week here. Ahaha. The time here kinda pass very slowly... Really slowly. Miss all the thing i use to do.. eat... and the emoing.. AHaa... =X

Let me 1st tell you wad im doing at here. My job is to assist a teacher in teaching primary kids. Well, teaching is already a hard thing for me... But worse still, we have alot of communication gap here. I totally dun understand what the kids are talking about. Aha. Then, im assigned with a project of doing a marketing survey and a employee survey. Nid to rush much for it, dun really like alot, plus in a foreign country.. Haiz... But, my dream is to travel to many countries to work.. Guess gotto get used to this kind of life.. hahah. Hai.. =X

Well, you guys might want to see the pictures of myanmar.. but i forgot to bring along with me this time round. Next time will do. ^^ Well, see ya.. i will blog more often at here..

CNY!!!

2007-02-24T03:11:00.000-08:00

CNY!!!

Well, actually CNY is almost over le... hahaha. No time to come here and blog mah... that why all postpone until now. There is really alot to say, but i will save my breath and make it short... =X

On the new year eve, we when to ah ma's hse to eat steamboat... Lovely.. My favourite.. Alot of seafoods, got curry, the pigs' stomach soup and the Kong Ba Bao!! ahahah All i like.. hehe Eat until full full.. After that, we went to chintown to squeeze with ppl.. =.= lol! no la... we need to buy some new year stuffs and only there got sell... so bo pian lor...

On the 1st day of CNY, we went to alot of place to bai nian... So sickly and tiring.. Haizz.. Got lotsa angbao oso... Nothing really much things going on... Boring.. =X
At the second day, we went to Ah ma's hse and Ah po's hse again... Eat lotsa stuffs and play games... Ahaha... Actually want gamble de.. But.... Dun have a chance.. and save it for other days lor.. hahah. And one of my aunt brought a blue colored volka, like called wad "blue river". lol 25% alcohol if im not wrong... Ahaha. I tried mixing it with FnN drinks and it was really good.. Thus i keep taking and taking, not knowing that i'm getting drunk.. LOL. I Drank like 1/3 of the whole bottle... Really alot... My whole face red and feel giddy... Nothing to say.. OMg.. This is the 2nd time im drunk.. Lol... Haiz.. Must not drink too much =\ . Oh.. There is some cute pic of fluffy i took... ^^ And a drunk me

Today, Ivan, gw and zy come my hse to bai nian and to play mahjong... I went to meet ivan to eat 1st and he bought a cap... Act cool sia... Lol... After that come to my hse to PLAY!!! LOL.. Well, actually hoping Sai lam and Ye Xiang to come also. But dey cannot make it. So, wasted... If not can play overnight le. We played from 3 to 6 only... 1 game.. Lol... Den gw scared scared dont want play le... COS i 5 Tai win 2 times... Ending with the 4times zhuang streak.. ^^ ahaha. The whole game only i win money.. ahaha. Luckily we play very small. Cos, is kinda like their 1st time gambling with real money, so make it small lor.. ahaha... I even give discount. ^^ Den we ate steamboat at my hse and play lotsa lame card games after that... So fun.. ahaha... Nothing to say the sicko gw...Carol showed me dis lame crap...

Before CNY..

2007-02-16T07:51:00.000-08:00

Before CNY...

IT is 2 days before CNY, dun realy feel excited though... Just feel like any other days, except more busy and rushinhg... Dun really like it tooo. =X Still feel kinda moody, now decided to change for the new year... pondering alot still.

Anyway, went fishing throughout yesterday night with wh, zx, wh's friend and her bro. Ahaha. Still kinda tired now, but it is kinda fun la... Eventhough i only catchh 2 fishes... Cos i really like the sea... and the sky ^^. All of them left at around 5 plus in the morning, but i decide to stay at there to slack lor... Ya... The breeze is nice, and the 'sunrise' is cool, cos it is too cloudy, so cant see the sun.. wahahah. Plus, im not directly facing the sun.. Fished until 8 plus.

After that, reached home at 10 and slp to 1..=\ 3 hours nia... Wahaha. Not my slping timing, so will wake up.. wahaha. shld had slpt longer...Done some painting stuff before going to eat the early reiunion dinner with my mother's side relatives. The whole place is very messy and noisy... Alotsa ppl walking around. As i have said, nid to sell the building le, so all my aunties are digging up the "treasures" lol. And found out alot funny and memorable stuffs.

Going to slp le.. So tired. Hope there is a chance again..

Bad news week...

2007-02-14T08:10:00.000-08:00

Bad News Week...

Well, is the festive week! Shld feel happy de... but, just feel kinda crappy. Ya... But though more clearly le.. all thx to ivan!! ahaha. Thinking that way let me feel better, maybe putting heart into liking someone is like that de ba... =X Kinda stupid... but sure is nice... Anyway, Another simple and boing Valentine day!! With the singles grp again... Ahaaha... Is fun with dem la... But, still is valentine mah... =X Said before, want to have something diff dis time round... guess, it is just blank thoughts... But... however, got abit diff la... i did someting at least... Ya... Did something... eventhough it dint really help, kinda a bad news for me.. But... Gald i got do it... Is my first step and first time... Wahaha.... ^^

CNY coming!!! got my clothes ready! Hahaa... Guess, lotsa mahjong and game dis time round... Hope can be more happy oso... wahaha.. ^^

Moody Week...

2007-02-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

Moody Week!!

Dis week is a very moody week... Dun feel like doing anything.. Feel totally lost... totally... Kinda have some bad stuffs at home.. Plus just thinking abt it is worse enough... So confuse now.. I wish i can just dun care abt it... dun CAre... So sick and tired of it... But... i will still consiously thinking abt it... Everyday... Guess, the bao will never change is spots... Hope i know wad to do... Breaking down soon... I've cried... this time is really from the bottom of my heart... yea... =(

Well went fishing today... alone.. i needed it... Sorry, wh i dint go with you even you've asked... Moody, if i went with you, i might screw up the trip... Plus i nid to go my grandma hse, so only can fish awhile.. No point, must well dun ruin your fishing trip... Caught 4 fish today... Record breaking... 4 of a kind somemore... zzzz. But it is fun... Cos, there is alot fish... 2 fish is i throw liao less den 5 min den strike liao... Den when strike, can see a few more fishes jump out of the water... The fish is caught is so called the Chicken fish... that is wad a few malays tell me... Cos dey say it tasted like chicken... Well means it could be eaten, so i brought back 2 biggest... But in the end still throw away, cos mum say hard to cook, malay den eat de... Nowonder...

I den when to my grandma's hse to eat dinner, lost of food again... But no mood to eat... Haiz... Remember i say my grandma hse is the oldest "occupied" hse i have seen is singapore? Ya.. Took some pictuces at last... Cos the governement say MUST sell le... dey are changing to something MORE useful.. lol.. Haiz.. Must say bye bye liao... =X

Quiz Week

2007-02-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

Quiz Week!!

Well, this week is the quiz week. There is labs, quizes ya.. lots of studying to be done... But already clear 2 quizes le.. Left 1 now... Ya.. Ahaha. Tml going to try to complete the last project oso... Since the next week is the last.. Haiz..

Valentine's coming!!! haiz.. Hope this time round will be much more diff... Dun need alot la.. Actually abit diff will do.. ^^

Wedding!!

2007-02-04T09:08:00.000-08:00

Wedding!!

Ahaha... its not my wedding, so dun be so excited.. Start my day by continuing the painting job from yesterday... soooo tiring. buy gladly it finished in time before the wedding dinner. Its the wedding for my cousin! Ahaha. Well, it is the 1st marriage among my cousins. Well, she not really a close cousin of mine, is kinda distanced de, but we got kinda meet quite alot like closer cousins. So, kinda feel glad for her... And yes, she is pretty today, guess, every girl will be very pretty on her wedding day. ^^. Well, dis is the first time i enjoyed a wedding dinner. I rmb last time i always think these wedding stuffs is a boring thing, like its none of my business, waste my time all these. But, now, i feel, happy, touched, and kinda envy. =X Ya.. Maybe reach those age where really wish it would be my turn ba... The day im the bridegroom... Haiz... =D. Anyway, got some lame pics, dint got a pic with the 2 main characters, cos they move kinda fast, and my photo taking skills sucks. lol...

Tiring Week!!

2007-02-03T08:54:00.000-08:00

Tiring Week!!

Well, it is a tiring week. Good news is, another troublesome project cleared... Yippee! Well, this stupid project cost me a night sleep... Ahaha. Yes.. the whole night. Got my sleep back le.. and still very tired. Plus i am ordered to do the spring cleaning... And now, my weekend ends off with a painting job... ZZZ. how nice... =X Ahaha. Not finished yet... next week is oso a troblesome week, filled with tests and quizs... Haiz... =X

Anyway, yesterday went to play mahjong with Julian, Jasmine, and carol at weehou's house. I won! Yay...^^ Den after that, all of us plus qian yu and zhang xuan went to Sakae sushi to eat.. Big clique huh... Well, i spent 1/2 of my time there slping... No choice.. Really slpy. After that went shopping with Jasmine, Qian yu and julian. Well, julian left halfway, so im the remaining survivor with the 2 ladies.. ahaha. Went to funny places like toys'rus Ahaha. Keep saying about the past... =D.. Reach home at 9 and SLEEPPPP... all the way to this morning wahahha. Shiok.

So today did all the cleanning and the painting is halfway done. Nid to finish it by tml evening, as tml got a dinner to attend... 1 of my cousin's wedding!!! WoooH... My 1st cousin who are marrying to someone else.... Guess it will be fun.. ahaha. When will be my turn?? Haiz.. So envy... =D

Drunk!!

2007-01-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

Drunk!!

Well, is the sch start le.. Kinda like a new beginning for me.. ahahah. Or more like going back to my main journey.. ahaha.. Got back some of my test results... Not reallt satisfied with it la.. But overall okok lor.. Nid to buck up le, or say bb to uni..

Well, actually to blog yesterday de.. But its too late and im dizzy... wahaha! Drunk! Sad to say, went clubbing with ZX, his bro and his friends, and got myself drunk... (abit la). Lol. ZX face very red lor... Im oso la.. But, its kinda fun.. Nah, but not going to go there often.. Rarely ba.. YA, no good for health. Mum got so angry anyway, lol... But, nvm though... She will understand im not tt kinda person.. ^^

Hols ending!!

2007-01-01T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hols ending!!

Well, the hols is ending soon!! =X Kinda excited and bored... ahaha... Kinda like and dun like dis hols... Werid huh.. Like, is tt lotsa going out and lost of happy moments without nid to things bout confusing stuffs. Sad is, errrrr... boring lo... ahaha. Kinda have a semi renovation in the hse... Busy and tired... ZZzzz..

This two day went home kinda late.. hahaha. Sat is for the class gathering and yesterday is for COUNTDOWN... wahaha. Well, the countdown is not as fun as i expecting, but the 1st time with my team(captain's team), ivan, gw, zhan yuan and sailam. Went walking around city... Kinda cool, i ivan playing with his toy gun..-.- childish (we are childish to be truth)... ahahahaha. no offence ar... Went to watch fireworks after that before going home.. LOL. The journey back is SICK... NO MRT AT CITY HALL nid to "walk" with the crowd for so far... We thought we are lost in the 1st place, cos the tried to seperate from the HUGE group... Kinda desperate when the time for last train is coming... Den lotsa craps comin... Wad find hotel 81, wad slp at the SMU, or wad slp at road side... LOL... super funny... Plus with gw the comedian, the whole trip back is full of crappy joke... ^^

So many ppl!!

SL playing with the toy car!!

Chiong Mahjong in hols!!

Cloth in disguise!!

Merry Christmas!!

2006-12-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!!

Ahaha... Today is merry christmas!!! Errr.. is a kinda same old day to me lah... Never celebrate or anything... Ahaha.. Cannot find anyone to go out with mah... =X. But if you wonder y i so long nvr blog.. Is becos my internet down.. lol. Den dunno why today up again... AHaha.. Christmas ba.. =X

Anyway, dis week went to swim and fish alot.. After that, is project and projects.. zzzz. Great news, caught my 1st eel and pufferfish... Kinda sad for anyone who caught alot of fish before... But is my 1ST... so good thing for me.. ahaha.

Got this cute video.. Enjoy.

The Eel.. Ewwww!!!

The Pufferfish!!

Dreamt of something relates to you... Not really a nice dream... Wad does it means? I dunno still... haiz...

Ending or Beginning?

2006-12-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

Ending or Beginning?

Well, guess the test is over... Hahaha, such a long day today. When to meet zhan yuan and guowei at 1 plus to shop around and play some lan... Kinda cool, walking around Eastpoint and TM. At night, we went to watch the magic show by julian's chruch at expo.. Interesting show... Nice to watch it.. Den after that when to east coast park to eat... ahahaha, to fill my empty stomach for the whole day... Dunno why the day end so moody.. =X

Well, see many ppl in kinda blessed life now, feel kinda sad and weird... I'm confused, dunno is angry with myself or, just purely feel so low... Wahaha.. Someone said i have a weak mind... Maybe, i agree, cos... i tends to cry easily, trying to hide.. but the truth is still, i cried...

(Trying not to cry, be stronger, so i could protect you...)

Last!!

2006-12-14T06:48:00.000-08:00

Last!!

Well, only left 1 paper left!!! ^^ grins~.. But it is the toughest wor.. =X ahahah. Haiz.. Kinda bored dis few days oso... Ahaha.. Anyway, I yesterday went to TM to study with carol and qian yu.. Er... Lets dun say about the late comer... later she angry =X ahaha. But we kinda studied for awhile, but oso clear most of our doubts on today's paper... So okok lor... Den, when to pizza hut to eat dinner, ahaha with is the "lunch set meal". the cashier like, "huh? lunch?" den she see her watch.. lol. Cos we eat liao den tok tok gossip gossip until 7+.. =X. hahaha. And....... After that we took neoprint ahaha... Mt 1st time lor... Forced me de... T.T.. But kinda fun la.. hahah. must pose very fast den sometimes haven pose finish den take picture liao.. lol.

=D nice right??

Anyway, julian and zx today come my hse to study before the test, and julian showed us a crazy kid.. Ya... Imagine my kid like tt, i will kill him if i have to do so... kinda funny oso... lol!!

Beautiful Night

2006-12-12T18:52:00.000-08:00

Beautiful Night

ahaha.. Well, thats the end for the second paper, kinda satisfied with it.. =D Left 2 papers le... Haiz... So tired.. Kinda clear my mind le.. Ready to set out again.. ahaha. Saw a rainbow today (like comin out of my window, hahah kinda cool), ahaha... I like to look at the sky man.. Maybe you all think im crazy, but i think is like a picture always up there that ppl dun really notice... ahaha. The sky now oso very nice, is black but abit purplish, ahaha, B-E-A-U-tiful ahaha.

When coming home, i and zhang xuan come across dis super lame advertisment and we keep on laughing.. ppl think we are crazy le.. wahhaha.. Enjoy^^

Rainbow coming out of my house window..

Fluffy peeping at me..

Jasmine!! my hair where got not nice..So nice lor..

First Paper

2006-12-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

First Paper

haha. The first paper is finished... Ya... Not really confident with it, but ya, dun think i will do badly this time... Well, after that, qian yu and kevin come to my hse to study... After that, we decided to go eat kfc, guess wad, it started pouring... LOL.. Thus we call for the delivery.. And we waiting for 1 hr... Omg.. Lol.. =X Ya, they left around 6 plus.. if im not wrong.. ya... Study ok liao.. wahahah. =X

Well, sorry if i seems to hide things from you, but people say that we cannot ask a heart from someone else, then if i said it, would you give?.. Haha... Thx anyway... The weird feeling is that, when you say you dun go, it hurts..

Silence before the storm

2006-12-10T07:07:00.000-08:00

Silence before the storm

Well, tml is the term test tt we are waiting for.. ahahaha... Well thus today is like kinda the slow and quiet day for me... ahaha. Spend the whole morning resting and study bit by bit... Reall BIT by BIT ar.. lol... Den at evening went to grandma hse... Well, nothing much interesting going on... Haha.. Kinda tensed up feeling.. wahaha...

Anyway, guess im purely stubborn or wad... lol. Er... i know is kinda obvious to stop le, but dunno why still dun want to let go... ahaha... ya... But, still I've made up my mind... I gonna forget most of the things... ya... Hope i wont regret... =X

(Sayonara... Friends forever.)

Study and outing!!!

2006-12-09T05:31:00.000-08:00

Study and outing

Well, today jas, carol, Ju, ZX and seree come to my house to study... Kinda squeezy in the small room hahah, But its ok.. Seree is the 1st to come, follow by Jas and Julian, Den carol and lastly Zhang xuan... After like 2-3 hours, Seree have to leave 1st, as she is meeting amada to study too.. The rest of us study until 5 plus.. Well, is 4 plus actually, lol! Cos from 4 onwards, dey start playing mahjong le.. wahaha, Nice studying ar...

At night, Ju and zx when with me to pasir ris to eat steamboat buffet. Well, not any wonderful place, but overall not bad la.. Kinda like this type of restaurant style. Plus let ZX got to tok to a girl he "say" he like.. LOL. After that, we tour to find the red house, and passby it... After that, we went to OCH again.. ahaha. Errrr.... This time, got the freaky feeling le.. haha... Kinda scary cos.. ALOT smoke... PLus the smoke is only on that road... i meant ALOT. the smoke is like cluster and cluster de... Very very freaky... LOL... We went in two times... 1st time we freak out and come out quicky, den we went in again and deeper dis time.. ahahaha... So scary now.. LOL.. Today must slp early le... =X. AHahaaha.

(Ya.. Trying to move on le... So hard.. Really hard..)

Stressed...

2006-12-07T07:35:00.000-08:00

Stressed!!

Ahhh... So stressed now.. ya.. all the test comin le.. But still no mood to study... Zzzz. Reaally sucks... =X Well, really nid to start studying le... Or i die.. aahaha.

Well, just, im over with it... Trying to move on... Ahaha... This life sucks... Not knowing wad to do.. no point of continue with it... Felt so lost many times... zzzz.. feel like crying.. ahaha... Well, a guy crying? wth... Ya... did Cry... lol... Trying to change for now, not planning to talk so much le.. just, trying to observe more den i do... Trying to start afresh... ya... ^^ Guess it will be better dis way ba... Friends.. fear not! i will be the same.. ahaha.. just normally wont find me toking tt much can le.. I'll cont to go out play and DotA~... and scold around when playing..ahaha. ^^

Ya.. Cya!!

(New??? Hope so...)

Hair Cut!!

2006-12-04T05:21:00.000-08:00

Hair Cut!!

Well, today when to marine parade to deliever something with julian and ZX, before getting 2 bottle of sparkling juice to my hse to do project.. Well never do much stuffs but least we got the concept of wad our website will be..

After, oso when to cut my hair..ahaha.. =X Sure not?? LOL.. Like never cut lei... Ahaha... =X.. Die le!!! Test coming!!! Haven start study!!! OMG... How.. =X panic liao... Still dunno how to start... Plus now got orgcom... zZZz...ahaha.. Bo pian.. =X Haiz..

(Where you go?... =X)

I Hate Queues!!

2006-12-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

I Hate Queues!!

Well, toay i went to expo and celebrated my grandma's birthday... Well, sound like a promising day, but no... ahaha. =X Cos, the most thing i do today, is wait . Lol. I went to expo like 10.30 today, guess wad? The car park is filled and even the streets nearby have parked at the sides ALL the way... Not even a slot for taxi to stop lol! Well, it is singapore mah, wad more can you expect... hehe... I queued at the starhub booth to buy a starhub plan for totally 5hrs... Around 4 i den got my braodband... If not for the free laptop, i wouldn't even care... ahaha. (Yes! Got my laptop.. ^^ Thx dad..). However, I oso did when to the BIG BOYZ TOYS exhibition... Kinda interesting oso... haha... Got cars, bikes, boats... and erm...(xxx) de lah.. ahaha. =X Kinda cool...

After that when to tampines mall to get my sis's handphone... Gotto queue again... HAiz.... At the end nvr got the phone... lol... K610 out of stock... How unlucky... After that rush to grandma house... ahaha.. already reaching 7 le... Well, we all went to a restaurant nearby... Erm... I have totally nothing to say about the restaurant... Service sucks... No more.. ahaha... But still have a good meal la... ahaha. After tt we eat the cake made by auntie ah bao... HAHA.. (got the same name as me ar... but her's is the treasure 'bao'). Haha.. Some pics... ^^

(Hope I can make it...)

Big sound systems!!

SLK wooo!!

Drifter 200NX!!

Nice big Exshuast of 200NX!!

Tokyo Drift 350Z look alike!!

Cute little cousins!!!

Fluffy after a day alone

Weird day...

2006-11-30T23:27:00.000-08:00

Quiet day...

Well up this morning empty stomach... ahaha. Still no appetite la, but can feel the stomach abit pain liao.. Ahaha. Bo Pian.. Must eat le.. if not later faint... haha.. Well, not a really good night again, woke up many times.. ZZZ. How long is this gonna last?? Haiz... =X

Went to do project today, done some of the work le... After that went out with WH, Ju and ZX to play lan and watch movie at bedok.. Ahaha... Kinda enjoyable, makes me forget things... Ate chicken rice.. Weeeee.. Ate something at last.. ahahah... =S

Well my feeling is really messed up now... ahaha... Whole day feel very weird... Cant brighten up my day... I know you didn't mean it but is me which making myself feel terrible... I tried to wait.. But it is really suffocating... I dun think i can last much longer le... If i fall, i will just give up and continue with my life... I will find ppl who can cherish me more... =X Im sorry..
But i nvr regret telling you all these, never... Thx.. ^^

(Please dun let me have the same dream again...)

Back once again...

2006-11-30T05:03:00.000-08:00

Back again!!

Well, back once again.. Feel sorry for this blog actually, kinda always leave it there, den after that come back to it... haha.. Dunno say "I'm back" for how many times le... Hope i will be back here for longer this time... Well, really nid a place to say out my feelings.. or i gonna get really ill.. Ahaha.. =X
Well, nothing really to say much today, dint slp well last night.. Tt y abit giddy and now still dun feel like eating anything... Ahaha... Dunno wad is gonna happen to me. Who knows... =S Well, gald that I'm back...

(Still trying to struggle out of this world... )

Another tiring day

2006-07-24T22:18:00.000-07:00

~~uZap!~~

Ha. Im PMI labnow. We are supposed to do our project now, however all i can see is games on every screens haha. Well, my dad bought a uZap thingy two days oso. It looks, so bulky, ugly and well, just weird looking thing. Anyway, the first I tried on that thing, it feel super funny, feel like puking as you can feel the things in our stomach shaking. After awhile, you can just relax and doze off. haha. Playing game and tummy slimming, what a nice combination. LOL. Well, these few day i feel quite bored, tired and i dunno why. Feeling kinda lost and confused, not knowing wad to do the next day.

P.S. Maybe i can try to think less...

Boring

2006-07-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

~~Boring!~~

Lol. Guess wad? I'm in DECAN class now. Haha. Cool right? Blogging in a class, im so bored! Dunno why, today seems so dull and boring. Well, julian is beside me, irritating dumbass, say i must smile when i'm writing a blog. Duh. Sian... Later must oso go work, must travel so far oso... Not for the money, i couldn't bother to work. Hahaha. =D I gtg. haha!

Kevin's B'dae

2006-07-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

~~Kevin's B'dae!~~

Today is kevin's B'dae. Happy birthday! Well, we didnt celebrate much tough. But we did go to pizza hut for lunch, sang a b'dae song and treated him. Haha. Anyways, hope you all enjoyed the meal. =X

The day before, I just went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest with my cousin. Well as Tim had just came back from Brazil, thus we decided to meet up to watch the movie together. Well, there was ten of us den, thus we decided to go the Cathay building, the big cinema there. The new building is very magnificiant though. The show is quite good lah... budden the endding not tt go lah. There is oso some parts very funny though.If i was to rate it, i will rate 7 out of 10. ^^ Should go catch it!

(Ha... I hope i had chosen the corret path... GOGO jia you~)

End of world cup

2006-07-09T16:44:00.000-07:00

~~End of world cup fever!~~

Well, well, well... Isnt it Italy again... Its her 4th time bring the throphy back and only 1 more before italy overtakes the brazils. Anyway, it is a nice match played by both france and italy... Greatly impressed by the efforts they had put in.

I'm now at my friend's (julian) house, just woke up from the drowzy slp i had after yesterday's soccer match. These few days i had already stayed up for alot of time to catch this..... world cup. Zhang xuan, julian and edwin is snoring now... lol. wonder why dey can sleep so soundly. Well, 4 hrs of slp is good enuogh for me, haha and i getting ready for a fresh new day... haha^^

Meet you all in school!!~~

Under Construction

2006-03-14T07:44:00.000-08:00

~~Under Construction~~

Haha! The big daddy is back! Well... Not much of posting past few "months". My apologies as Im too lazy to post any till today. Some inspiration of giving my blog alittle "new" look struck on me. My design is not much very special or interesting. It is alot more like the previous skin. Hope it didn't disappoint you.

Anyway, great news... I'm about to have a new computer!!! Though not really coming soon, but my dad had promised to sponser me a computer but he want me to D.I.Y it. Not much problem to me. Wait for my notice when the computer comes. I'm going off soon, is late haha.

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

Ballade pour adeline

2005-07-06T22:16:00.000-07:00

~~Ballade Pour Adeline~~

Well, today i had my business fund test... Well, good news! I think i did quite well... Haha... But there is a few weird questions oso... Today, i came across this piano music sheet. It is called Ballade Pour Adeline it is quite famous and well-known. I tried playing it, but it is too freaking hard... Well, it truely is a very nice song... How about this, give me 3 weeks, i'll try to master it. =\ Haha!

Mood: Happier
(Psss... If you are happy, so will i...)

Alien Planet

2005-07-05T10:19:00.000-07:00

~~Alien Planet~~

Anyway, today i had my INETCF term test.... Well, it is quite easy, many of us finished it even before the time ended... However, i couldn't get a full marks as i found out i had done quite a few mistakes... Haiz... Anyway, i couldn't change anything now.

I came upon dis film about alien planet.. Well, if you are interested in Extra-Terrestrial stuffs, I recommend you to watch it. This website allows you to have a brief idea of wad it is(it will take time to load)... Anyway, it will show at tml(6/6/05) at 6pm on discovery channel. Hope you all din miss it...

Mood: Stressed
(I'll be always waiting for miracle to happen... ...)

Fluffy

2005-07-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

~~Fluffy~~

Sorry for not blogging yesterday... I was very busy as i GOT A DOG!!! I'm not exactly excited about it. Cos i know tt is is more trouble... lol. I went to my dad's friend's hse to recieve the dog. As she is sort of sick and not able to take care of fluffy. Thus deciding to sent fluffy to SPCA... Well, we asked her to give us instead... Fluffy is a very very obedient dog. He dont bark...(only lik once a day) Too, he is toliet trained. If you all still doesn't know, he is a maltese and a male... Obviously. Three years old, and as lively as ever. However, there is two problem... He eats very little and too quiet... Well 1st, this is the 1st time i have a dog, thus i really dunno how he feels and wad he wants... Too, he doesnt make a much sound... So, seems weird. Haha. He want lots of attention and love too... Can spent few hours wanting you to groom him. Very tiring.

Anyway, these are two picture of him...

He and my mum slping.

His 1st photo.

Mood: Tired
(Ha! Another distraction to let me forget about her... Shld be...)

Pictures...

2005-07-04T22:15:00.000-07:00

Photos of car exhibition 2005

Anyway, you people can go to julian's photobucket to view on the photos we took. There is lot of pics there...Enjoy...Just Click Here...

Tired Day...

2005-07-02T21:30:00.000-07:00

~~Tiring Day~~

Today woke up at 7.15 to go downstair to jog, before having my breakfast... Wah, so long nvr exercise le, feel like hell... Anyway, I went to the car exhibition 2005 today. It is totally nice there, got pretty girls and great cars...

However, very tired now. I'll tell you all the process tml, and i will post some of the pics of those great cars... Haha.

Mood: Happy and tired..
(I'll find some other things to keep my mind occupied. I'll forget you...)

Feeling better...

2005-07-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

~~Feeling Better~~

There is a engineering fund lab test. For me, i went thru it smoothly, got all the answers ready straight away. Should be lucky...

Anyway, went to eat pizza with julian, sam, ser ee and her friends... Haiz feel very extra there... Sam is the main character there.. Haha. No offence... Anyway, had some fun there, and got lots of pizza. Eat until very full. Anyway, sam treated me, but he say i must treat him next time... After that, sam, julian and i went to play billard. Wah, this is the first time i played billard. And dey both are so good. Haiz... Anyway, i oso can feel my pool skills getting better... But still a long way to go... Now, i cant wait for tml. I'll be going to the car exhibition at expo... There will be lots of sexy girls and wonderful cars!!! Wooohooo!!! Can't wait man!

Mood: Feeling better.=(Guess, i will be just fine... alone...)

Moody Day....

2005-06-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

(_.-._Moody Day_.-._)

Haiz, today is quite a crappy day. I dunno how to express it, but just felt everything isnt going right. =( Well, the in the morning, it went on smoothly, with me meeting seree again at the shuttle bus. And talk lot of crap on our way to school. Haha.

However, during lunch, something weird happened. Well, it is actually a small matter, but i didn't know why it sort of become 'big'. Honestly, when we are discussing at the canteen, i did become a little mad. Well, not because of being angry with amanda(hey, so you dont worry), but because i dunno why some people like to make thing become very tensed. To be truth, i dun really want to say about this, but i'll be saying. My family isnt going very smooth as you all can see. My mother and father's relation isnt doing really well, it is really tensed up and just i had being compromised to it for soo long... soo long. I'm tired. Wad im mad is tt, people sometimes like to voice out their feelings too often, and forget some people's feelings. Well, its not that voice out your feeling is wrong. Just that the problem lies with me. Alot of time i want to voice out my feelings too! But i cant... I didnt want my father and mother's relationship worsen. I learn to compromise... Even it is a very difficult thing. I oso learn to control my feelings and anger, hide all inside and forget about it. My point of view is... in our life, not everything is so simple as to just voice out you feelings and let everyone know. Sometimes you even had to hide your feelings. Even yo know it is bad for you. That how you survie in our society. Everyone, please try to compromise more... Everyone do make mistakes...Sorry everyone.

Mood: - - - -
(Dont worry, the problem lies with me only... )

Drums!!!

2005-06-28T19:40:00.000-07:00

~=Drums!!!=~

Today, there isnt much thing happened in school. Only that today i left my class at lunchtime to join with ron abd sl. K501, sorry man. Also during the break between the syscpt lab and lecture, I, sam, kenneth, and julian(the fab 4!!!), went to the jupital cafe and had some wonderful time. Though we talk crap there, but we also told each other some personal stuffs of ourselves. The whole ambience is very nice...

After school, i and some guys went to the small mac to discuss on some stuffs before i went off to the arcade to meet ron they all. I saw some of the people playing initial D and found the game quite nice, but too expensive. So decided not to play. Haha.^^Den i went to play drum with ron... I can see that his drum skills had greatly improved while mine is still... horrible. Haha. I think i need to buck up.

Mood: stressed.
(I just which things will go on smoothly, wish you good luck.)

Stomach Pain

2005-06-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

Stomach Pain

There is nothing much to write today. I had a Lonely Saturday, stayed at home whole day. =( Worst, my stomach started aching since morning... Non-stop, no mood to do anything... Haiz... Even missed to go to Carol's dancing competition to support her. Sorry man... I don't really meant to miss it... Too, i also cannot go play initial D with Ye Xiang they all. Haiz. Anyway, got to go and study for the coming term test le... Haha.

Guess you all should know, the singer Akon who sings the song Mr.Lonely is actually a Senegalese African. Can't tell from his voice... lol.

Akon

Initial D

2005-06-24T22:33:00.000-07:00

Initial D

Went to watch Initial D today after school, with Kenneth, ZX, Ah lian, Sam, Qian Yu, Ser ee and Ying Xian. It is quite a nice show, and i enjoyed it alot. Especially the drifts, it was totally cool... And the cars, a mazda RX7 FC(one of my favourite car), Mitsubishi Lancer Evo, Nissan Skyline GTR and the AE86. All was very nice, i advise you all to watch it!!

Basically, the show is about a guy name Takumi(jay), which is just a ordinary Toufu delivery guy, who had drove the Mt Akina road(a route with lots of extreme curves which is a perfect route for drifting race) for five years and had mastered the route and the art of drifting. Den, one day, a 'Redsuns' racer Ryousuke(Edison) and a professional racer Kyouichi(Jordan) found out about Takumi's talent and proposed a racing match along the Mt. Akina route. The show oso involves Takumi's dad, Bunta(Anthony), who is a ex-profession racer, and he help Takumi to modify his AE86 and teaches him some techniques.

Overall, the show is very nice. I rate it 8.5/10... Haha.

A Initial D picture.

Jay's Car,AE86.

Edison's Car Mazda RX7 FC.

Shawn's Car, Nissan Skyline GTR.

Jordan's Car, Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution III.

Long Day

2005-06-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

A Long Day

Well, today is such a long day. From the morning 9am to 5pm... The whole day is occupied, nothing much can be done. Today, the Internet thingy went smoothly, accept for some others... haha. Then ate chicken rice at the business school for lunch... Nice. During the TCS, there is some snacks and the school just ended normally after a couple of lectures.

After school, I, ahlian, ZX, kenneth, kevin, carol & ying xian when to Century Square. Kevin left on the way there, because he had driving theory test. Carol went to get her purple contact lens. -_-" lol, and we check out some retro sunglasses... Damn funny man, when ying xian and carol wore it... In CS, i shopped with them alittle while, before going to the arcade to meet Ye Xiang. We played awhile there and met with Woon han they all, and watched Woon Han playing the drum professionally... haha. And i went home after that.

Anyway, i came upon the issue of a singaporean girl posting her nude pictures on her blog... Well, she had removed it, therefore can relax. Well, I dont understand why she would done that. She oso claimed singapore isnt as conservative as it looks... haha. You all can check it out... Be warned, it contain sexual contents. Click Here...

Mood: Lonely....
(Maybe i shld move on with my life...)

Just Tired

2005-06-22T23:00:00.000-07:00

I'm Back... Tired

I'm finally back. My internet got fixed and i able to come back and 'revive' my blog. I'll try to blog more in the future.

Whew, just finishing creating my blogskin... So long nvr touch HTML le, abit rusty liao. Today, there is only 3hrs of school, but already feeling tried... Haha. Maybe it is because of stress. Lots of stress. Me and my class went to do project at library after that. However, my group end up only finishing the 'goals', and nothing else... Very slow man. Kenneth kept on moving around and the whole group like no more mood to continue, so it ended... haha.

Anyway, I have a interesting movie... It is very cute. Got lego star wars band... haha. Check it out. Just Click here...

Mood: Sad and tired...
(Maybe i shld jus give up one her)